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Now, I told you about that cool and pretty girl I got that crush on....

now, as I wrote, I went out with her, and we had a great evening.

And I keep thinking about her.

And all that.


Now totay she wrote me an email.
Here is what she wrote:

"Just wantet to tell you that I had a great time with you that evening.
But I have to tell you that I missed the pmoment that evening to tell you something important. That I met someone 3 week ago, and that there is something developing between us....
Now I feel like shit, because I sould have told you before.
But as I said, I missed the moment, and later I was too drunk.
Hm
The thing is, I thing we get along great, and I would like us to meet again - in all friendship.
Tell me what you think about it, if you will still talk with me....

I am sorry

Franzi"



So my first thought was

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Why does it have to happen to me?

so here is what I wrote her back:

"What can I say... Shit?

Why does it have to be that the interesting woman has to take herself out of the game right away?

Gotta think about it, had some hopes of some sort

Well, I bet that guy is a total jerk. And boring. I bet.

I mean, of course I would love to meet you again, but the friendship-part sucks."




Anyway, just wrote that, and send it to her, I don't know if I get an answer. I don"t want to be the "lowert expectation"-guy for her, that she can turn to when the other guy seems to not be as cool as she thought... ...I want to be the guy that crushes the other one, that is so much cooler and better and all that she dropes him like a hot potato.
But darn, that guy got a 3 week head start, and she already fell for him....

I guess I just have to get drunk like good old Bukowski....

and get over it.......